In my mind...

so lately all my mind has been on is Sex & Relationships. i don't want people to get the wrong idea about me. i'm just keeping it 100. now it's started to bother me lately because whenever i come to blog all i'm thinking about is some Sex im not having or some Relationship i'm not in. And to be honest that bothered me. so on the way to work i got to thinking about what is going on with me. is it the season? i mean since the youngest age these thoughts and ideas have always been in my mind [dont judge me] but i was feeling bad because it seemed like that was all i had come to be about. Sex & Relationships. and being that this is a blog of Eccentric Souls i feel like it would be unfair if that was truly what i was all about. again. so i got to thinking. and i realized that my mind often times focuses on what's missing in my life. when i wasn't in school and unemployed [all through my old blog] that's all that was on my mind. the fate of my future. financial situations. all of that. but now i'm in school and working. so those voids are filled. but now that i'm single and not having sex, my thoughts that i usually keep in the back of my mind are now pushing their way to the front by any means necessary. so until those voids are filled...lol. but i'm not about to blog about any sexual experiences or give details about all the sh*t i may go through in any future relationship(s). [now if it's a crazy *ss sexual experience i just might have to.] over my time spent on these social networking sites and blogging i've learned that those types of things should stay in private. especially if any parties or familiar faces and friends can access such information from these sites. granted i may mean things to come off one way, who is to say how someone else may take it. and the last thing i want or need again is someone taking my words and throwing them in others face in a hurtful way. [yes. it has happened before to me.] well now that everyone knows what's in store, i hope the results of my nonexistent sex life entertain you :)