Saturday, January 23, 2010

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20.10 was supposed to be my year of discipline. i wanted to get more focused on al the goals i accomplished. i quickly got side tracked. caught up in hype and stuff. i dont really care to make this long but this is my message to everyone who knows me. im going away. ima be in the same place. same number. same bbm. same email. contact me whenever. but i wont be on twitter. im hardly ever on facebook already. i'll rarely be on AiM. i need to focus. and i have to give up the little distractions. i will continue to blog. i dont know how often or how frequent. hopefully we wont lose any followers. and new ones are always welcomed. but this will be my outlet to vent what's on my mind while im "away" or whatever. or just questions/concerns/or lessons learned. i want to be unreal. unlike anyone you've ever met or known. all i ask is that you believe in me. i believe in you. it's time. [i know this may seem weird to most]

[shout out to my buddy Bertran for this video]

i've always admired Will Smith. he's one of my idols. i admit i have many for different reasons. ive never wanted to be one specific person. a combination of many. i'll prolly start posting blogs about those people among many other things. i hope more people become involved in this blog. we wanna hear from you. we wanna talk to you. we wanna relate. we wanna debate [in a friendly manner of course] take what you can from this and use it. be better. you can always be better. we can always be better. if no one loves you. i do.

1 comment:

  1. I absolutely relate to this post. I've told you a few times about how I wanna go away myself so I can be better and now that this past certain situation has occurred I find that it is more of a blessing...to give me the opportunity to take some te for myself and do better. They say that things happen for a reason and I believe that this happened for this particular reason. So that next time I'll be more prepared.

    As usual, I thank you for sharing this blog as it reminded me of the things I want which is to focus on the better me and in turn bettering others.

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