Excepting Christ

This wednesday at 7pm I'm going to be getting Baptized:-) This will be the 2nd time but I think when your a child and your parents decide for you it doesn't count [it does tho] but I felt since I'm old enough to really understand religion and decide my own destiny there is NO better time to do so then now! These last few years have really brung me closer to GOD for soo many reasons but to be honest the reasoning was selfish on my part. Also it was a struggle keeping the FAITH with loved ones dying especially when they're young and doing positive things [it made me feel like I was going to be next] and then you start to question HIM, which they say your NOT suppose to do [I'm only human]. I was never really taught how to approach GOD or how to pray in terms of word usage and I'm still not sure if I got it right but I do know my prayers do get answered in some form or another [so maybe there is no wrong way]. However, during that time of selfishness, grief from losing people I love, and taking NO responsibility for Daynesha. I noticed somehow I forgot who was in control of this journey and it was time to reconnect with what I believe in and regain FAITH that was never really lost in the 1st place. Although, I'm not the every Sunday church going type and I don't have to be, but I do know what type of commitment I'm making and I won't lie, it won't be easy [what is?]. I look forward to what GOD has in-store for me and I continue to walk in FAITH!
**If ever you feel like I felt I hope this post will help you thru it all!**

P.S. If you don't BELIEVE in something you'll FALL for ANYthing.