the girls i like usually don't know it. and probably never will unless i know the feeling is mutual or i'm feeling bold [aka i might have a few drinks in me lol] i've been trying to get over this for what seems like forever but i can't help but be nervous around girls im generally interested in. and i can't ever get used to rejection. [maybe it's just me but i don't think that's something anyone should ever get used to] well going into 2010 i hope some sort of solution works itself out. i plan on taking more chances and all of that but i just don't know...i like you...and i don't know how to act. they say act natural but i love talking to girls and getting to know them and what they like. i really enjoy knowing girls. and im sure that could possibly be a bit much for some. [or at least i scare myself into believing that] the honest truth is i have a lot to give and just like many out there i want the opportunity to love someone the best way i can. a bit intense im sure. but i know for a fact there are people out there who feel the same way as me. i guess i just have to wait until i meet that one girl who understands. [and maybe thinks it's cute? lol] but when we want something really bad we can't help but get anxious. so i'm sure i might make a few mistakes. but going into 2010 i plan on loving like i never have before and i won't regret one bit of it. this is the year of the lover. [shout out to jdaflip]
"...but when we want something really bad we can't help but get anxious."
ReplyDeleteWhen we want something really bad, that anxiety pushes us to do what it takes to get what we want, because in turn, in fortunate circumstances, what we WANT equates to what we NEED.